I Only Have To Wait

I Only Have To Wait

©Tianna Filley, 2017

This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, businesses, places, events and incidents are either the products of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously and are not to be construed as real. Any resemblance to actual events, locales, organizations, or persons, living or dead, or actual events is entirely coincidental.
I Only Have To Wait Copyright ©2017 by Tianna Filley.

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No part of this story may be used or reproduced in any manner whatsoever without written permission from the author.

I Only Have To Wait

I Only Have To Wait – Is dedicated to my amazing sister/cousin Darlene M. Vaughn – Rest In Sleep. Forever In My Heart … I miss you!!

Where does the pain exist? It comes from the depths of my soul, searing the brain, numbing my thoughts, freezing my blood.

It comes in the dark of the night or in the bright sunlight. It destroys my faith, darkens the future, and shrouds my eyes. Where will it go? It recedes deeper within my heart, with the destruction of my emotions in its wake. Is there no rest from this emptiness?

I listen, but only the silence of my heart answers me. Is there no relief from the pain of the soul, but only the body? Do drugs heighten the pain; does alcohol loosen the caged emotions, all crying out for release. My soul is lost, searching peace. When will the tentacles of this heartache release me? Where is the sunlight and peace I need? Is there no hope? No future?

There is no rest from the abyss of emptiness within me.

Who will release me from this prison? Is there no one who will free me from this heartache?

I enclose the wounds of the heart deeper within myself, closing the chambers, locking within me the tenderness I will no longer share.

How do I replace my thoughts? There is no one to replace the sunlight, no one to replace the laughter and love she gave so freely. Why? The day is silent. The night surrounds me with sounds of memories past, to be no more. The brain is brandied with her smile, the looks in her eyes, the fluid movements of her hugs, wrapped around her children, her grandchildren, her nephews, her nieces and all the ones she so loved …

She held so many worlds within her hands; I miss her words. Will she return somehow and let me know she is happy? I must wait. Wait in the loneliness of the night; Wait in the silence of my world. She will come, she has to find a way, she will let me know, all’s well, she’s happy, she’s at peace, she is free … I know she will come … eventually.

My soul, enclosing its pain within itself. Once the pain has consumed, there is nothing to do or say, only to wait … wait.

 

I Only Have To Wait
©Tianna Filley, 2017

This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, businesses, places, events and incidents are either the products of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously and are not to be construed as real. Any resemblance to actual events, locales, organizations, or persons, living or dead, or actual events is entirely coincidental.
I Only Have To Wait Copyright ©2017 by Tianna Filley.

All Rights Reserved.
No part of this story may be used or reproduced in any manner whatsoever without written permission from the author.

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